The Unfathomable Lamer


* AKA Anthracite Designs Inc.
* AKA Lin Fangying.
* Est. 14th January 1991

* Sun-Capricorn
* Rising-Libra
* Venus-Aquarius
* Mars-Taurus

* myself (I'm nuts you see)
* drama
* music
* theatre
* photography
* starbucks
* linkin park
* fort minor
* michael buble
* hellogoodbye
* mythbusters
* chocolate
* english
* chinese
* sashimi
* BEING ALONE.

* twits
* bengs
* lians
* my chemical romance
* fall out boy
* jay-z
* math
* animal abuse
* mandopop
* much of english pop
* desperate idiots
* poseurs
* people in general
* death



Anthracite Designs Inc.
3E4 '06/4E4 '07
2E1 '05
Zhonghua ELDDS
_irii_
Chiang Jia Ying
Clarice
Fang Jun (aka my Mei)
Hui Ying
Jennifer
Jiantong
J.O. Nathan
Joshua
Keziah
Kristy
Lisa
Min Ling
Nina
Nisa
Operaghost
Samantha
Siew Ying (Esther)
Sherilyn
Shuqian
Valerie
Wei Ting
Winona
Xin Ling (dimples!)
Ziyan
Zhi Hao


Wednesday, July 19, 2006
[*Sneeze*]

I broke my personal record of tissues used in eight hours.

5 packets of tissue paper.

All I can remember from the entire day is...

- not talking
- not socialising
- not concentrating properly
- slept through one free Bio period, spent the other stoning
- sneezing in the later part of the day
- nose running like a broken tap for the whole day
- mouthing "Ms Lam is a bitch" to Hui Yun and Lisa while her back was turned
- sneezing some more

and using up five packs of tissue.

*sneeze*

And then I reached home at 4pm +, earliest for the entire week, popped two panadol cold, and knocked myself out cold until 7.30.

Was woken up by my brother's bathroom rendition of some chart-topping has-been.

What an excruciating way to wake up... I mean, he sounds good when he's performing, but the practices can kill a chicken a mile away from my house.

Just like the rehearsals... I always screw up in practices and rehearsals, but I know what to do on the day itself.

Now I can't sleep.

Argh.

I hate insomnia.

But I can't help it... it's a vicious cycle... I sleep too much in school and I can't sleep at home. Not that school is a very comfortable place to nap in to start with. It's just that I have the tendency to nod off when nothing exciting is happening.

God, can you imagine my life? *OOOHH CHAOS!* *zzzz...* *MORE CHAOS!!* *zzzz...* *AND MORE CHAOS!!* *zzzz...*

Random fact: My primary school principal pronounces "chaos" as it is. CHOWS. And most pupils a whole 3 to 4 decades younger than him can pronounce and spell the word correctly.

I wish my life was as chaotic as it was in lower sec... what with the Christian activist of an English teacher AKA Miss Yan, fishball-throwing wanton-tossing in her sermons AKA English lessons... that was Sec 1... and the mass detention (which I didn't kena)... and the - well, I don't know, life now is so boring compared to the lower sec years.

Maybe because Kristy is missing in action?

Or am I the one missing in action from others' lives?

[fangying] [10:40 PM]