Wednesday, February 08, 2006
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Hi. Back for a short while. No promises for long entry because I'm too fucking busy. Sorry for the emptiness.
Welup I have too much homework. I don't understand how people can complete that amount and juggle so many other stuff at the same time?! I guess I'm simply not cut out to be a multi-tasker.
My social life is a bit of a drab. As usual, I get the feeling people in my class don't like me. But too bad, that's their problem, not mine. But still... I preferred being a nobody than being disliked, at least you don't end up not doing things you wished you had done.
I think I should make amendments to one of the answers I gave to the Class Quiz. I do wish I wasn't in my class. I be really honest now, I don't like my class. I feel like an oddball, like I'm being ostracised. But what choice do I have, I love Lit too much.
And I think my name is going to be blacker when they realise what a crappy Higher Chinese rep I am. I can collect money and find an impossibly huge amount of extras.
Life in Ali Baba isn't any better. I can keep quiet and not say a thing throughout a four-hour rehearsal. People clump together and talk, gossip, playcards and so on, but I have nobody because:
- The kid actors are too young,
- The others are too old,
- Those who are of my age are boys
and
- Those who are girls aren't of my age.
I don't mind socialising with them, but I somehow find it hard to even open my mouth and talk to them.
I don't know, but life really sucks now. *vomit*
[fangying] [8:51 PM]
