Thursday, January 12, 2006
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Hi again.
Sorry for not updating for so long.
Probably won't be blogging for a really long time.
But I promise to blog a long entry.
School life is draining me of my energy. I don't know how those councillors-cum-class-committee-cum-CCA-committee-cum-all-sorts-of-committee-members actually cope with life.
Maybe I'm really useless. Look at me, what do I do? I study. I do homework. I think and dream a bit. And then I'm too tired to do anything else by the time I reach home. I'm not even busy. In fact I'm super slack.
Speaking of slack, you must congratulate me: NO CLASS COMMITTEE POSTS THREE YEARS IN A ROW! :P
I love it this way.
But I probably won't even have time to dream anymore, for a heavy responsibility, though not necessarily a burden, falls on my shoulders. It hits me hard and now I've dislocated my arm. It hangs loose, on the brink of falling off. And it hits my left arm, the one arm I cannot do without.
I'll be paralysed soon.
Sucks to be fifteen when you're in Singapore. Americans, count your blessings, your parents are less strict than ours, your education system is not so high-strung.
By the way, I take the chance to thank Milagros for all the time she had been here. You were with us for only a few hours, but those few hours you taught me so much about life.
She was too weak when we found her. But she would not give up on her life. She was struggling to breathe, mewing occasionally to reassure her brother Nino that she would be okay. She fought for her life, but reality wouldn't allow her. Such a strong fighter she is, but as each second goes, her sword becomes more and more blunt and her shield becomes shabbier and shabbier. But she still held on.
Unfortunately, Death broke her sword and pierced through her shield. She died a few hours after we found her.
But look, even a two-week-old kitten wants to fight for her life. What about those despicable people who think death can solve everything? Yeah, jump off the building and all will be okay.
So they say, the brave die only once but a coward a thousand times.
On the other hand, I'd like to do this quiz I got from Nina:
1. class?
` 3E4
2. number of people in class?
` 38
3. more girls or guys?
` The gender ratio, girls:guys, is 16:3.
4. form teacher?
` Ms Elaine Lam. (Ms Lam, I didn't spell as Lum hor.)
5. liked teacher(s)?
` Mr Lee Moh Chun. So funny! "Wait ah, ah, you go, ah, ah, ah, go to the EICH-EE-ELLER-ELLER ah...". Maybe Ms Ow, because of her "Grammar and Vocabulary Bitch" attitude. "It's PID-SUH, not PEEE-ZZAAAHH," "STOP PRONOUNCING TOLD AS TOAD!"... And who else? Don't know lah, generally boring.
6. disliked teachers(s)?
` ONGKY! He and his pervertic smile. Step into the class, keep smiling for no reason. And he keeps picking on girls. Especially Clarice. Poor Clarice.
7. liked classmate(s)?
` Wei Ning, Sherilyn, Aw Su, the old birds who have been together with me since 1E1 (add in 5DD and 6D for Wei Ning). Min Ling and Lisa. And of course, the EL members.
8. disliked classmate(s)?
` It wouldn't be nice if I stated anyone here. There are people I don't like but I won't go that far to put their wonderful names here. They're just irritating, that's all.
9. have a crush on any of your classmates?
` Not enough guys to develop a crush on. o_0
10. think any classmate(s) is/are disgusting?
` Min Ling! But I think I'm the most disgusting person in class with all that Wet Season Syndrome, snorting mucus all over the lesson...
11. hottest classmate(s)?
` I don't see the need to sexualise my classmates. It's not like I'm putting up an ad for a brothel, right?
12. are you a fan of any of your classmate(s)?
` I am a fan of myself. Because I am such a spitting image of myself. Bleh!
13. do you like your class?
` Still, no. Too inproportionate, too many girly girls. Won't name who of course, would I like being called a niang-niang girl who EEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! at all the most harmless things on Earth.
14. why?
` I am a sexist. Haha. Only joking lah, but I really feel that too much of one gender is really not good. I can't imagine being in a class with 32 boys and 6 girls either. Besides, I really don't like girls who keeps thinking they are month-old kittens squealing like mad.
15. who do you wish to be in your class?
` As long as we're in the same solar system, it's okay.
16. do you wish to be in another class? if yes, which one?
` Why should I? All the other classes are the same, it's just that we keep thinking our own class sucks terribly, true or not, and we start thinking the grass is greener on the other side.
17. class chairperson and assistant?
` Clement and Cassandra.
18. who sits around you?
[clockwise from person in front] Aw Su, Priscilla, Hui Ying, Sherry, Pak Meng, Jeryl, Wei Ning, Sherilyn.
Welup. I feel so sleepy. Here's wishing everybody a good school year, a happy birthday, a happy chinese new year, a happy valentine's day, a happy hari raya, happy national day, happy deepavali, merry christmas, blah, blah, blah.
[fangying] [10:19 PM]
